yesterday I received a phonecall from my fren which I met him at NS....
da only things dat reach to my mind when i take his phone call was dat this fella wanna ask me to lepak or other things dat we'll normally do.....

BUT diz tyme......with rather than his normally cheerful voices,he sound so serious....

da first question he asked me is dat can i help him,he ask me whether I have a frns at melake.....I wander wat happen...

THAN THE SHOCKING QUESTION CAME OUT FROM HIS MOUTH....

"fakh(my name as people often call me),kau boleh tolong carikkan "tempat" MENGGUGURKAN KANDUNGAN dekat area MELAKE x???"

then the first things dat pop out of my mind was dat "wat the hell is happening, is there sumone going to dump a baby,should i look for a river,dumping site or juz places dat is secluded so dat nobody will knows"


then without further question I ask him why dont he seek for a bidan kampong or clinics,if dat poor girl was going into abortion she would have to met O&G specialist...NOT ME....

on the same tyme there is a list of "THINGS TO THINK" typing in my head:
"kesian perempuan tu..I know my fren is not responsible for the baby bcoz i know him very well"
"kenape sampai nak gugurkan kandungan....."
"berape usia kandungan tue.."
"sape membe2 aku yang ade dekat melake yang boleh tolong diorang"
"ade je option laen selaen gugurkan kandungan..dekat melake kan ade SEKOLAH HARAPAN,RUMAH HARAPAN, sekarang pon ade baby hatch...KENAPE NAK GUGURKAN"
"ape yang akan parent dat girl buat,buang anak diorang sekali,kenape x terime kenyataan anak mereke x bersalah????"
"its true i am a medical student(i know the drugs dat will cause abortion),but there is no way i am helping anyone to go for an abortion."

but this tyme da fella sound so desperate...so I tell him dat I will do my very best...
first I will look for a better solution rather than abortion.
(this is very critical tyme,well further a due can cause the girl for self-abortion dats damn RISKY for herand the baby)...



POST SCRIPT:its 5.00 am when im doing this post.....